Well, again I started to work out, for those of you who knows me... yes this is hell!!
SPARTAAAAAAA!! (That was totally random)
Well, the day after I started working out it was the usual, my legs were killing me, but by wednesday everything went to normal, I'll keep posting about it, one weekly post about it, so that means 15 post lefts... wish me luck.
This week I really felt it on my pecs and in my butt (easy people, its not what you are thinking), abs are all good yay!
A very interesting idea
:: Dueling Analogs :: New Webcomics Monday & Wednesday... sometimes Friday
Now this is a marketing idea that might work for Sony... :-P
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aMAZEing
I remember one day that Maryell told me that a day would come when your friends are getting married and having children, and it was gonna be scary as hell... day day came four days ago.
Scared is how im feeling right now, everything is changing and its not that its fast, rather than unavoidable, like seeing a plane crashing on a mountain, you cannot do anything but watch; wich led me to my most recent crysis, for a moment I snaped and felt lonely, like really lonely, like I was losing everybody I care about, even my family its becoming very shitty, not my parents, thankfully.
Yeah, I felt like that and it scared me, but then I came to my senses and left it all behind me although the memory of that feeling makes me a shiver a little bit...
When the world kick back for good this time
A day before my bday I was feeling down, the usual stuff, almost 26, no job, livin with the parents and living off them, its just not really my thing, not at all...
the only good hing was talking to rianne (much luv babygirl).
Anyway, most of the day like I said before I was doooooowwwnnn, until I was giving words of comfort to a friend whos 8 year gf is moving to another city and he was waaaaaaayyyyyyyyy down than I was. All of the sudden it hit me like Mayflower hitted De La Hoya; I said to my friend, "you gotta be strong, you gotta think of something to remedy this problem instead of crying, you already cried, now get up and do something..." When I read my own words, I went all "WTF why didnt I listen to my own fscking advices??"
Tomorrow I party, the day after tomorrow I fight
And so it begins the new story of the star...
the only good hing was talking to rianne (much luv babygirl).
Anyway, most of the day like I said before I was doooooowwwnnn, until I was giving words of comfort to a friend whos 8 year gf is moving to another city and he was waaaaaaayyyyyyyyy down than I was. All of the sudden it hit me like Mayflower hitted De La Hoya; I said to my friend, "you gotta be strong, you gotta think of something to remedy this problem instead of crying, you already cried, now get up and do something..." When I read my own words, I went all "WTF why didnt I listen to my own fscking advices??"
Tomorrow I party, the day after tomorrow I fight
And so it begins the new story of the star...
Sad But True
How do you know that you live on a desert?
When on your bday you get an air conditioner and you gladly take it
When on your bday you get an air conditioner and you gladly take it
I miss
I miss you Mirai, I hope if you ever read this, you find in your heart a bit of compasion and say talk back.
I promised that I wont talk to you again, true, but I can write ;)
I promised that I wont talk to you again, true, but I can write ;)
You think I'm crazeeee, probably
You know that you are delusional and suffering from high fever when you start dreaming that she is your girlfriend and you are hanging around with your friends and family to show off... My brain is soo fried.
Im back, again...
Strenght comes from within
strengh is not something you born with, you grow it, you nurse it
Everything makes you strong, things that make you weak, thats only in a certain area, you always grow in another.
In the are that you grow,its up to you if you consider it good or bad
Theres not such thing as evil, everything is good, everything depends in what is good for what person (thats a whole different story).
Life is not that complicated once you understand that everything is a cycle and a such, everything repeats, in a micro and macro scale, the thing is, to be that variable that make it change a lil bit every once in a while.
Its good that once in a while you slip out of the way, just take it on again.
Never give up, even if you see everything lost, you have to state that what you did, you did it because you belive it it was right.
Only apply that when you are really right.
You will know when you are right.
Truth is the same everywhere.
Thats when you know you are right.
Stop thinking about yourself, about the right now or the future for my loved ones, that is bullshit. Think about yourself and your loved ones AND the the other people you dont know, how can you benefit everyone else, its easy to think in a small circle, well dear reader, its not how it happends, either you start thinking in a form of a collective mind or you are gonna get screwed, the time of leaders does not exist anymore, while its true that we always are gonna need leaders, we need collective leaders, this goes to a series disscussions of the democracy of the western culture and how our leaders (at least in Mexico) haver failed us, that is not a big surprise, the problem is that us people of this nation dont want to admit the responsability of it.
Religion is something man needs to survive, but keep it to yourself, nobody cares what your balief is, unless you are a muslim and you are in USA/UK/Spain, in that case, well, you are screwed.
Science must rule everything.
Except human nature.
Science and religion dont get along, deal with it.
Science is abtract, humans are not, we are just lucky.
If theres a god, and you follow him blind, you are a tool.
Tools are only worth to those who use them.
After they use them, they are worthless.
Power blinds you
I want to be blind.
I can see right through you, I just chose not to tell you and not change you.
I dont do it because if I do it, you wont discover it by yourself.
You might never read this.
If you do it, you are not gonna get it.
Its sad but true.
Reality is sad.
We cant escape it.
It doenst matters, everything ends.
The thing is to end it the way you want it.
Never, ever, be under my command.
strengh is not something you born with, you grow it, you nurse it
Everything makes you strong, things that make you weak, thats only in a certain area, you always grow in another.
In the are that you grow,its up to you if you consider it good or bad
Theres not such thing as evil, everything is good, everything depends in what is good for what person (thats a whole different story).
Life is not that complicated once you understand that everything is a cycle and a such, everything repeats, in a micro and macro scale, the thing is, to be that variable that make it change a lil bit every once in a while.
Its good that once in a while you slip out of the way, just take it on again.
Never give up, even if you see everything lost, you have to state that what you did, you did it because you belive it it was right.
Only apply that when you are really right.
You will know when you are right.
Truth is the same everywhere.
Thats when you know you are right.
Stop thinking about yourself, about the right now or the future for my loved ones, that is bullshit. Think about yourself and your loved ones AND the the other people you dont know, how can you benefit everyone else, its easy to think in a small circle, well dear reader, its not how it happends, either you start thinking in a form of a collective mind or you are gonna get screwed, the time of leaders does not exist anymore, while its true that we always are gonna need leaders, we need collective leaders, this goes to a series disscussions of the democracy of the western culture and how our leaders (at least in Mexico) haver failed us, that is not a big surprise, the problem is that us people of this nation dont want to admit the responsability of it.
Religion is something man needs to survive, but keep it to yourself, nobody cares what your balief is, unless you are a muslim and you are in USA/UK/Spain, in that case, well, you are screwed.
Science must rule everything.
Except human nature.
Science and religion dont get along, deal with it.
Science is abtract, humans are not, we are just lucky.
If theres a god, and you follow him blind, you are a tool.
Tools are only worth to those who use them.
After they use them, they are worthless.
Power blinds you
I want to be blind.
I can see right through you, I just chose not to tell you and not change you.
I dont do it because if I do it, you wont discover it by yourself.
You might never read this.
If you do it, you are not gonna get it.
Its sad but true.
Reality is sad.
We cant escape it.
It doenst matters, everything ends.
The thing is to end it the way you want it.
Never, ever, be under my command.
Happy New Year
For those who stumble here, I wish you the best for this 2007, may this year be the best for you.
Hoy la vi
Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.
Hoy la vi,
Y recordé la historia de un pedazo de mi vida
En que abrí
La primavera bruta de mis años al amor.
Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.
Junto a ti, mi futuro de sueños llené,
Logré identificar tu belleza y el mundo al revés;
Nos miraban de muy buena fe,
Nada cruel existía, si yo te veía, reía después.
Desperté la mañana en que no pudo ser
No sin antes jurar que si no era contigo, jamás,
Que esta herida me habría de matar,
Y heme aquí, ¡qué destino!,
Que ni el nombre tuyo pude recordar.
Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.
Hoy la vi,
Y recordé la historia de un pedazo de mi vida
En que abrí
La primavera bruta de mis años al amor.
Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.
Junto a ti, mi futuro de sueños llené,
Logré identificar tu belleza y el mundo al revés;
Nos miraban de muy buena fe,
Nada cruel existía, si yo te veía, reía después.
Desperté la mañana en que no pudo ser
No sin antes jurar que si no era contigo, jamás,
Que esta herida me habría de matar,
Y heme aquí, ¡qué destino!,
Que ni el nombre tuyo pude recordar.
Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.
A couple of words
This are some words I wrote long ago, one of them was selected for a contest, it even reached for the finals, which do you think it was??
Spell
Earth below me, summit to my will.
Stars upon me, summit to my dreams.
Heart within me, summit to my love.
Standing still with my eyes on the sky.
I know times are changeing.
I can feel it in the breeze.
Listening to my heart.
Listening to my dreams.
Embracing the light the future will bring.
No one can stop me now.
Because my heart is full of light.
And my dreams, full of love.
Walk
Closing my eyes.
And feeling the sun.
I can hear your voice again.
I can feel a warm feeling inside of me.
I feel preace.
I feel calm.
And for a sudden moment, I feel you.
Now I open my eyes.
And go out.
The void
Walking on this road to the void.
Feeling the sun through the leaves of the trees.
I can finally see who I am.
Thou is too late, the void is near.
I'm far from redemption.
Maybe someday I will rise again.
And maybe I will you again, and I wont let you go this time.
But meanwhile I'm in the void.
II
All is dark now.
The room is quiet, so damn quiet.
And im afraid.
Afraid that someone opens the door and sees me.
I cannot let anyone see me.
I'm cold.
I'm scared.
In the corner where I try to hide.
I want to sleep.
I cannot rest.
Im all alone.
Theres not hope for me.
Spell
Earth below me, summit to my will.
Stars upon me, summit to my dreams.
Heart within me, summit to my love.
Standing still with my eyes on the sky.
I know times are changeing.
I can feel it in the breeze.
Listening to my heart.
Listening to my dreams.
Embracing the light the future will bring.
No one can stop me now.
Because my heart is full of light.
And my dreams, full of love.
Walk
Closing my eyes.
And feeling the sun.
I can hear your voice again.
I can feel a warm feeling inside of me.
I feel preace.
I feel calm.
And for a sudden moment, I feel you.
Now I open my eyes.
And go out.
The void
Walking on this road to the void.
Feeling the sun through the leaves of the trees.
I can finally see who I am.
Thou is too late, the void is near.
I'm far from redemption.
Maybe someday I will rise again.
And maybe I will you again, and I wont let you go this time.
But meanwhile I'm in the void.
II
All is dark now.
The room is quiet, so damn quiet.
And im afraid.
Afraid that someone opens the door and sees me.
I cannot let anyone see me.
I'm cold.
I'm scared.
In the corner where I try to hide.
I want to sleep.
I cannot rest.
Im all alone.
Theres not hope for me.
True words
I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgot their use.
-Galileo Galilei
Mas guapa que cualquiera
Y, aunque sé que no era las más guapa del mundo... juro que era más guapa que cualquiera.
Rain
I love the rain.
I love how it sounds when it hits the plastic roof,or the distant thunders of a mild rain.
I love how ti changes everything.
Keeps everyone inside. And slow things down...
Man, I bet the rain must be one cool guy/girl.
A mellow dude just going everywhere and let it all flow.
Or perhaps a small girl, yeah a girl with curly hair, black hair, white pale skin, and some
big blue eyes.
I love the mood that rains puts me in.
I love how it sounds when it hits the plastic roof,or the distant thunders of a mild rain.
I love how ti changes everything.
Keeps everyone inside. And slow things down...
Man, I bet the rain must be one cool guy/girl.
A mellow dude just going everywhere and let it all flow.
Or perhaps a small girl, yeah a girl with curly hair, black hair, white pale skin, and some
big blue eyes.
I love the mood that rains puts me in.
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