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Even God hates "Christian Rock"

"Christian Rock doesn't make Christianity better and it only makes rock worse."

- Hank Hill, Sales, propane and propane accessories

I love the comment on the bottom of the page that asks us to " pray for the injured". What, and go against Gods will? Obvously he wanted those people dead, right? That God guy sure is a prankster.

Sting feat. Cheb Mami - Desert Rose

I want to find it
I think its time I go again and look for her...

Caramell Dansen - Naruto!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH CANT STOP LAUGHIN!!!

Gaara and Lee, Caramelldansen

OMG!!!

Caramelldansen~ Kyo and Yuki

Damn now with naruto and hinata!!

Caramelldansen / U-U-U-Aua Dance

Be hypnotised by that song, thank god it doesnt last long lol

Sometimes I feel like just grabing it and run to see how long does it goes...

This a test from my mobile

Test

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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't
matter and those who matter don't mind.

IM ALREADY THERE!!


I ALREADY GOT THE TICKET!!!
enough said...

marksman 100% accurate.

No mames!!
No fuscking way!!

Enough said

El aflojatodo

Ayer fui al “wolmart supersenter” y cúal fue mi sorpresa al ver lo que todos los hombres habíamos esperado por tanto tiempo. Así es, ya no hay que ir al gimnasio, tener varo, ser carita, es más, ni siquiera bañarse, porque ha llegado un producto que revolucionará el arte del ligue…


Word Of Advice


Leave that dance move to Michael Jackson, its quite painfull when wrongful executed... belive me

The Pudgy quotes

"I don't hide... cos to me...everyone is invisible"

-
Pudgy

MIckey Mouse ¿anime?

Thx to Telurica for this video were you can see something of a Mickey Mouse and Felix the cat... bizarre day this is indeed.

Learning Math (Funny)

OMFG it seems that 25 divided by 5 is 14, I guess I've been wrong all this time...

Asi o mas carismatico??



Estimados lectores (Ana, Loco, Beto, Val, Bere ) caption this picture

Hi my name is Kara and im the bringer of doom

Which Battlestar Galactica Character Are You?

More on Battlestar Galactica. Created by BuddyTV


Yes! Galactica is coming back! And its gonna be GOOD!!

Only for you

"Talk while you're angry and you would give the best speech you're ever gonna regret..."

True, I was gonna write angry words today, but I remembered that old saying and I hold myself, I found something even better and thats giving me a big smile:


YOU ARE NEVER GONNA KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO POST HERE!



JA!

Losing Our Freedoms





This post is about something we talk about in the house, but 1st let me make some statements:

1.- I drink.
2.- I like go partying.
3.- A LOT.
4.- Cops here sometimes wait outside a night club so the can detain you.
5.- That's spying and harrasment.


In other words I live in a city were going and have fun with your friends or gf is mostly punished.
We have lost our freedom of free roaming.

My problem is the false sense of security the current state and federal governments give people by making them jump through hoops when it is completely unnecessary.

Im not saying I'm in favor of drunk driving, of course not, innocent people die for doing stupid things like that and it is in the goverment to find a solution to that with the help of the people; changing people minds but not using fear inducing laws, intimidative laws, harrasing laws. Our current laws work theres no need for harder punishments, if you get caught drunk driving, you are forced to go to meetings, you can have your license revoqued and much more. The problem is who applies those laws, corrupt cops who just look for an excuse to pull you over and ask for a bribe, a lot of them are drug users and nothing is done against them. For that case, how can I respect someone who call themselves authority when they are in a worst state that I am? But thats not the point, they are the authority and they have to be "respected".

The real problem of making laws is giving the authorities enough power to be able to enforce them but without having enough to power to subjudge the people. Its hard but it can be done.

I'm talking about all this because a deputy its promoting a law that lowers the alcohol level of 0.8 to 0.5; nothing new here, it' being done in other cities like Sydney, in fact it has been there that way for a long time and it works perfect, also they have one of the best police departments in the world, so it balances. Here were far fom that and thats the problem, by pasing that law they are just giving more power to exploit the citizens of this city.

My opinion, want to change things like that? Change the police first.

Lovers of Lost Dimensions

And so here we are
Lovers of Lost Dimensions
Burning supernovas of all sound and sight
Every touch, a temptation
And for every sense, a sensation...

If had to resume this day in a word, it would be... I don't have words to describe it yet. In an instant, mere seconds I could feel a passion so powerful that its almost scary, but it's not, it's wonderful, it's marvelous, it drove me crazy.

Mere seconds... 5, 10? I have no idea, but kisses like that, to be honest I dont remember feeling such a passion in one before, my heart beats just of remembering, thank you, and good lord I want one right now! So what are you waiting for?

I found the words:

Romantic, Intense, Perfect...

Can World's Strongest Dad

Such a powerful word, we are often held up by ourselves, in the words of Napoleon "Impossible is a word to be found only in the dictionary of fools." and "The most difficult battle I have it everyday against myself".

We are responsible of what we do and what we don't do, heres the story of the Hoyt team

Team Hoyt is a father (Dick Hoyt) and son (Rick Hoyt, b. 1962) in Massachusetts who compete together in marathons, triathlons, and other athletic endeavors. Rick was disabled at birth by a loss of oxygen to his brain because his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck, and he also suffers from cerebral palsy. Dick carries him in a special seat up front as they bike, pulls him in a special boat as they swim, and pushes him in a special wheelchair as they run.

Thanks to his parents, who ignored the advice of doctors that he would live life in a persistent vegetative state, and Tufts University engineers, who recognized that his sense of humor indicated intelligence, at the age of 12, Rick was able to learn how to use a special computer to communicate, using movements from his head. The first words he typed were, "Go Bruins!", and the family learned he was a sports fan. They entered their first race in 1977, a 5 mile benefit run for an injured lacrosse player who was a schoolmate of Rick's.

Dick is a retired Lieutenant Colonel in the Air National Guard. Rick earned a college degree from Boston University in special education, and now works at Boston College. They continue to compete in races, and are also motivational speakers.

As of December 31, 2006, Team Hoyt had participated in a total of 942 events, including 216 Triathlons (6 of which were Ironman competitions), 20 Duathlons, and 65 Marathons, including 25 consecutive Boston Marathons. They also biked and ran across the USA in 1992 — a 3,735 mile journey that took them 45 days.

When asked what one thing Rick wished he could give his father, his reply was "The thing I'd most like is that my dad would sit in the chair and I would push him once."

Taken from wikipedia

Now dont say things like "I can't do it" or "It's too hard", cuz if you say those things, Team Hoyt might like to have a few words with you, I leave you with one of the most touching videos I've ever seen.

And I Ran, I Ran So Far Away


Since early this year I found a new passion... running, its a great sport, I totally love it. It helps clean my mind like no other sport has ever done, it has all I want, requires all I want, focusing, rythm, concentration, determination.
When I'm running nothing matters, theres only me and the road, today I felt my body wanting to go on, to never stop, to ran far away, away from everything here, but I dont run to escape from my problems, I run to them and to solve them, every minute I run, every moment I'm focusing it's making me stronger, and clears my mind to help me solve everything I have ahead, I'm looking foward for wednesday, I got to be harder, better, faster, stronger...

I could talk about the benefits of running, how it even makes you "smarter", but no, everybody knows it's good for you, its cheap and doesnt require much, only a pair of feet, wich it sucks for the handicaped people, but thats another story...

A: Hey I went running the other day and it totally rocks
B: Thanks for reminding me I can't do that, asshole!
A: Damn...

Heres my running soundtrack:

Bon Jovi - Livin On A Prayer
Bon Jovi - It's My Life
Asian Kung Fu Generation - Haruna Kanata
Beastie Boys - Sabotage
Eminem - Lose Yourself
Europe -The Final Countdown (It has to be in every work out soundtrack)
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff
Robert Miles - Children
Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
Junkie XL - Action Radious
Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl
NWA - Straight Outta Comptom
The Von Bondies - C'mon C'mon
Madonna - Ray Of Light
Moby - We Are All Made Of Stars
Montel Jordan - This Is How We Do It
Paul Oakendfold - Ready, Steady, Go
Overseer - Supermoves

And of course the song that IT HAS TO BE HERE:

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger

Follow up

I know IQ doesnt have to do anything with social skills, but one of the mains functions of the brain (and seems that some people forgot about it) is the its ability to solve problems and I found mine, so now that I've found the cause, lets find a solution, I wish Dr. House would be here with his team, specially that lovely doctor, I dunno her name but you know who she is, the one who has/had a crush on Dr. House, she could solve all my problems, on yeah... *drools*

Anyways, on the matter, the thing is, I found my error, now im gonna fix it, and look gooooood while doing it... laters.

I think, A lot

I think.
I think a lot, like most of the times im thinking in a lot of things, some are useless, but at least they keep my mind going or thats what I like to tell myself so I dont feel like im wasting my time, but I do think a lot of things, I jump from one subject to another like Paris Hilton jumps over, I was gonna say men, but lets be honest she doesnt care about gender, race, religion, if it walks on two or four legs, hell, I think she doesnt even cares if it breaths anymore. See? I changed subjects just like that, in other words I ramble, a lot, but saddly, most of the time I think of you... I always end up thinking, what would she said to this or that, how would she react, what if ( and I hate what if's) she... In the end everything ends in you, like tonight.

It alls comes down to this, its been bugging me for the past few weeks:

I have a freaking high IQ of nearly 150 and I dont give a shit about anything if I cannot use it to get you back!!

Si yo pudiera


Si yo pudiera, viviría en la luna así todos los días al despertarme podría ver la tierra en todo su esplendor.

Todos los días viajaría hacia la tierra, me tomaría mi tiempo, disfrutaría verla hacerse mas grande ante mis ojos, de un gran circulo azul hasta que me llenara de todos los colores que contiene.

Todos los días iría a un lugar diferente, rondaría por un mercado en el Cairo un día, otro día tomaría un café en la plaza roja.

Correría por las estepas de tierras argentinas, también visitaría Tierra De Fuego solo para ver si me topo con un poco de tierra hecha de fuego, aunque yo ya se que no será así.

Me pararía en La Ruta De La Seda en Almaty, seria increíble caminar un tramo de ese camino, un camino que no ha dejado de ser recorrido por miles de años, estoy seguro que lloraría en ese lugar. De vez en cuando iría a tomar el te en Inglaterra para el día siguiente ir a tomar el te a Fukuoka; aunque en Tokio me perdería en Shinjuku, entre karaokes, tiendas de todo lo que pueda imaginar, y desde luego me pasaría el sábado en la mañana viendo las caricaturas de TV Tokio. Me iría de fiesta algún fin de semana a Nueva York y vivir su vida nocturna y el siguiente fin de semana en algún antro súper exclusivo de Berlín o Ámsterdam. A Francia lo recorrería poco a poco, al igual que España, pero a Italia le dedicaría un tiempo exclusivo empezaría en el sur para que cuando me acerque a Venecia solo la vea desde Trieste. Cuando me sienta infantil, me iría a Disneylandia o Disneyworld donde correría por todo el parque hasta quedarme exhausto, comería dulces a más no poder y me tomaría fotos con todos los personajes que me encontrara en mi camino. Londres lo visitaría de vez en cuando, es muy misterioso pero Irlanda y Escocia la visitaría muy seguido, me iría a los pequeños poblados a tomar café y a oír música típica de esos lugares no hay nada como un violín irlandés a media tarde...

Estoy seguro que cuando pasara por China recorrería toda la Muralla China, TODA, por dos razones, la primera seria por que la puedo ver desde la luna y no resistiría el impulso de recorrerla y segundo, en verdad quiero decirles lo LARGA que es a todos.
Al final de cada día me aseguraría de tener algo del lugar donde estuve, pero no un típico recuerdo turístico, algo simple, algo que realmente me recuerde ese lugar, como una canción, un beso, una sonrisa, una caricia, siempre he pensado que las cosas mas simples son las mas importantes.

Y todos los días te invitaría a venir conmigo.

Forgive me Casablanca

Of all the schools, in all the towns, in all the world, she had to teach in mine...

I belive life could be paradise once again
And the love we tought we lost its sleeping within
Close you eyes
Its something for you...

Que me quiero volver chango!!




La Trigresa Del Oriente ha sido contratada por Warner Music ah y no es solo eso, aparte resulta ser la "artista" mas comentada en Peru, link aqui de la confirmacion del contrato en la nueva pagina oficial.

Harder Better Finger Stronger



Continuing with the cool videos of cool songs, check this one out :)

Die Zombie!!! DIE!!!!


NerdTests.com User Test: The Zombie Survival Test.

It all depends on the perspective

Today I got my car back, and yesterday I lost a dear friend, its just that is very interesting how ones perspective can change in a second.

Today at church I didnt prayed for the soul of my friend, instead I prayed for her fathers (my godfather by the way) and the rest of his family who were very much in pain, specially my godfather. I just want him to have a quick resignation, nothing more.

Im tired and stressed... I'm off early.

Godspeed

A leap through time, a leap of faith
What would you do if you could travel in time?
Could you correct your past mistakes?
Would you save those who were in need of help?


Time... time waits for no one, it always goes foward, it'll always be that way, I wish I could go back and time to prevent the pain, suffering and sorrow of the ones I love the most, but I can`t... All I can do is be with them in this harsh times and support them. But I am such a coward, not afraid of death, but afraid of the suffering it causes of those who are left behind, of those who mourn, of those who cry and all I can do I cry with them, I am sorry, I cannot do anything else, I just dont know what else to do but be here.

As I write this words, I want to say good bye to a person who had a tourblesome life, but found its way here thanks to the support of his family and friends, too bad it had to end so soon, but you made boy, you straightened up and made something good out of this, and this is when time doesnt matters, because a reborn spirit is beyond time, and you are now beyond us, farewell Bebe, we'll see you someday day, you left us too early man, we'll miss ya.

Week 8

I have a shoulder injury, nothing too serious, but I wasnt able to workout since this wednesday, lets see whats happend next week :(

Week 6

Very good workout, I feel great, now for this week Im cuttin the carbs and going for more prots for the next month, gotta lose 2kilos a week for 4 weeks, thats my next goal, wish me luck ;)

Heres Matt



www.wherethehellismatt.com is a dream come true for all of us who dream of traveling, he's a maker out of us dreamers, way to go Matt, where to next my friend?

Its good to dream,but at the same time think how to accomplish your dreams...

Silly people



And they want us to stop beliving in science, yeah right...

Week 5

Doing good, did some changes to my routine, now I concentrated more on chest this week, and planning on next week concentrating on abs, thats all for today

Week 4

Sorry for beign late my fellow readers (im talking to you rianne) To be honest I didnt wanna post this one because this week was a total failure, Its short to call it a slide of the road, but more like a total train wreck crashing into a childrens hospital...

This past week I didnt do any exercise, I ate like the worlds coming to an end...

But dont worry, im back on my feet, yesterday I went back to workout, I cant wait for today to do so and im moderating myself with my food, so yeh ill go back at it :)
Laters

Man, must invent time travel, now!

http://www.retrocrush.com/babes/avagardner/15.jpg



Hubba Hubba Hubba, they dont make girls like this anymore, what a waste :(





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Lip Sync - Flagpole Sitta






Lip Dub - Flagpole Sitta by Harvey Danger from amandalynferri on Vimeo

Awesome video, it was all made in one take, great job guys!

Its official



As of today given 6:37pm of June the 5th, I have became an uncle for the second time, as for the second time its not my brother, its my best friend baby, Congratulations Haza, we sure are old now man, its official, but im so happy, dang brother... *tears*

Week 3

New report on my trainning, well, I've been doing it as planned, except for wednesday when I couldnt find my elastic bands so I had to do other excercise that worked the same area, it went well, muscles dont hurt anymore, im seeing some progress YAY!!
Stay tunned ppl, next friday other post, see ya

Y a tu lado amanecer

Me despierto en un establo
Volteo y se que todo es bien
La luz me enceguece al salir de ahí
Soleado, fresco y feliz, así es como se siente todo
Quiero que todo sea así para siempre

Caminamos por la vereda siempre verde
es el atardecer
todos sonreímos
me miras a los ojos
sabes que todo va a salir bien
No importa lo que suceda
esto tiene que terminar bien
por que somos nosotros, somos los elegidos
te adelantas corriendo y das una vuelta rápida y nos sonríes.

Nos vemos en el camino...

Week 2

Well, im here, reporting as I plan to do every friday so here it goes...

It was good, hehehe, It was still hard, but I manage to survive, I hope nest week becomes a lil bit easier for me but I think its starting to show, next week I'll rant more about it.

E out.

In a perfect world...

Spammers would get caught, go to jail, and share a cell with many men who have enlarged their penisses, taken Viagra and are looking for a new relationship.

Net truth

The general rule on about people on the net seems to be "Attractive, single, mentally stable: choose two"

Thank god the didnt choose the malibu




Thats my new car, not my new car, cuz mine's white, but it rocks, man the interiors rulz, check the details of my car here

Im happy :D

Esperanza

Hace mil años los cientificos descubrieron que la explosion en Eta Carinahe llegaria a nuestro sistema solar dañando

lo gravemente y que lo mas seguro es que la raza humana desaparceria.

La humanidad logro unirse para crear un sistema que salvara a la tierra, que salvara a la humanidad. Fue entonces

que para el año 10 a.e.c. (antes de Eta Carinahe) se lograra crear el sistema esperanza, que no solo salvaria a la

tierra si no que salvaria al sistema solar interior; Pero hay quienes piensan que esto es un error, que es el

apocalipsis, el fin del mundo y que el sistema esperanza no debe exisitir.

Esta es la historia de Esperanza: La Era De La Luz.

Its about damn time



Oh, no, no, no, no, its back and it looks amazing, Im not gonna see daylight in a quite sometime.

I saw the videos and man, I gotta buy a new comp, anyone wants a used laptop?? $500 dlls...

Power to the people


Im taking a break from my usual bullshit to talk about something really important, and by important I mean that its something that affects me, the strike on my school; the TUH (Technological University of Hermosillo) or UTH in spanish...

First I want to say that I support our teachers on their strike, they are very intelligent people and very commited to us, students, and deserve better work conditions and pay.

Heres the blog for the latest info on the strike

Second, for the 1st time in my fucking life I'm putting a lot of effort to finish school and now the teachers go on strike, un-fucking-beliveable, I know that God has a very twisted sense of humor, and I dont have a problem with that, but why does it has to be me the one whos pulling the pranks on?? I sure that when I die God is gonna say to me "You got Punk'd Mofo!!"...

Week 1

Well, again I started to work out, for those of you who knows me... yes this is hell!!

SPARTAAAAAAA!! (That was totally random)

Well, the day after I started working out it was the usual, my legs were killing me, but by wednesday everything went to normal, I'll keep posting about it, one weekly post about it, so that means 15 post lefts... wish me luck.

This week I really felt it on my pecs and in my butt (easy people, its not what you are thinking), abs are all good yay!

A very interesting idea



:: Dueling Analogs :: New Webcomics Monday & Wednesday... sometimes Friday





Now this is a marketing idea that might work for Sony... :-P





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aMAZEing


I remember one day that Maryell told me that a day would come when your friends are getting married and having children, and it was gonna be scary as hell... day day came four days ago.

Scared is how im feeling right now, everything is changing and its not that its fast, rather than unavoidable, like seeing a plane crashing on a mountain, you cannot do anything but watch; wich led me to my most recent crysis, for a moment I snaped and felt lonely, like really lonely, like I was losing everybody I care about, even my family its becoming very shitty, not my parents, thankfully.

Yeah, I felt like that and it scared me, but then I came to my senses and left it all behind me although the memory of that feeling makes me a shiver a little bit...

Sooo ful of hate!!1

They changed this:




for this:




You gotta be fucking kidding me... old people :S

Sweet lord

I HATE HANG OVERS!!!!!
PLEASE TAKE MT HEAD AND PUT IT IN A FREEZER!!!

When the world kick back for good this time

A day before my bday I was feeling down, the usual stuff, almost 26, no job, livin with the parents and living off them, its just not really my thing, not at all...

the only good hing was talking to rianne (much luv babygirl).

Anyway, most of the day like I said before I was doooooowwwnnn, until I was giving words of comfort to a friend whos 8 year gf is moving to another city and he was waaaaaaayyyyyyyyy down than I was. All of the sudden it hit me like Mayflower hitted De La Hoya; I said to my friend, "you gotta be strong, you gotta think of something to remedy this problem instead of crying, you already cried, now get up and do something..." When I read my own words, I went all "WTF why didnt I listen to my own fscking advices??"

Tomorrow I party, the day after tomorrow I fight

And so it begins the new story of the star...

Coming this summer

Sad But True

How do you know that you live on a desert?

When on your bday you get an air conditioner and you gladly take it

I miss

I miss you Mirai, I hope if you ever read this, you find in your heart a bit of compasion and say talk back.

I promised that I wont talk to you again, true, but I can write ;)

You think I'm crazeeee, probably

You know that you are delusional and suffering from high fever when you start dreaming that she is your girlfriend and you are hanging around with your friends and family to show off... My brain is soo fried.

Im back, again...

Strenght comes from within
strengh is not something you born with, you grow it, you nurse it
Everything makes you strong, things that make you weak, thats only in a certain area, you always grow in another.
In the are that you grow,its up to you if you consider it good or bad

Theres not such thing as evil, everything is good, everything depends in what is good for what person (thats a whole different story).

Life is not that complicated once you understand that everything is a cycle and a such, everything repeats, in a micro and macro scale, the thing is, to be that variable that make it change a lil bit every once in a while.

Its good that once in a while you slip out of the way, just take it on again.

Never give up, even if you see everything lost, you have to state that what you did, you did it because you belive it it was right.

Only apply that when you are really right.

You will know when you are right.

Truth is the same everywhere.

Thats when you know you are right.

Stop thinking about yourself, about the right now or the future for my loved ones, that is bullshit. Think about yourself and your loved ones AND the the other people you dont know, how can you benefit everyone else, its easy to think in a small circle, well dear reader, its not how it happends, either you start thinking in a form of a collective mind or you are gonna get screwed, the time of leaders does not exist anymore, while its true that we always are gonna need leaders, we need collective leaders, this goes to a series disscussions of the democracy of the western culture and how our leaders (at least in Mexico) haver failed us, that is not a big surprise, the problem is that us people of this nation dont want to admit the responsability of it.

Religion is something man needs to survive, but keep it to yourself, nobody cares what your balief is, unless you are a muslim and you are in USA/UK/Spain, in that case, well, you are screwed.

Science must rule everything.

Except human nature.

Science and religion dont get along, deal with it.

Science is abtract, humans are not, we are just lucky.

If theres a god, and you follow him blind, you are a tool.

Tools are only worth to those who use them.

After they use them, they are worthless.


Power blinds you

I want to be blind.

I can see right through you, I just chose not to tell you and not change you.

I dont do it because if I do it, you wont discover it by yourself.

You might never read this.

If you do it, you are not gonna get it.

Its sad but true.

Reality is sad.

We cant escape it.

It doenst matters, everything ends.

The thing is to end it the way you want it.

Never, ever, be under my command.

Happy New Year

For those who stumble here, I wish you the best for this 2007, may this year be the best for you.

Hoy la vi

Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.

Hoy la vi,
Y recordé la historia de un pedazo de mi vida
En que abrí
La primavera bruta de mis años al amor.

Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.

Junto a ti, mi futuro de sueños llené,
Logré identificar tu belleza y el mundo al revés;
Nos miraban de muy buena fe,
Nada cruel existía, si yo te veía, reía después.

Desperté la mañana en que no pudo ser
No sin antes jurar que si no era contigo, jamás,
Que esta herida me habría de matar,
Y heme aquí, ¡qué destino!,
Que ni el nombre tuyo pude recordar.

Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.

A couple of words

This are some words I wrote long ago, one of them was selected for a contest, it even reached for the finals, which do you think it was??

Spell

Earth below me, summit to my will.
Stars upon me, summit to my dreams.
Heart within me, summit to my love.

Standing still with my eyes on the sky.
I know times are changeing.
I can feel it in the breeze.

Listening to my heart.
Listening to my dreams.
Embracing the light the future will bring.

No one can stop me now.
Because my heart is full of light.
And my dreams, full of love.


Walk

Closing my eyes.
And feeling the sun.
I can hear your voice again.
I can feel a warm feeling inside of me.
I feel preace.
I feel calm.
And for a sudden moment, I feel you.
Now I open my eyes.
And go out.

The void

Walking on this road to the void.
Feeling the sun through the leaves of the trees.
I can finally see who I am.
Thou is too late, the void is near.
I'm far from redemption.
Maybe someday I will rise again.
And maybe I will you again, and I wont let you go this time.
But meanwhile I'm in the void.

II

All is dark now.
The room is quiet, so damn quiet.
And im afraid.
Afraid that someone opens the door and sees me.
I cannot let anyone see me.
I'm cold.
I'm scared.
In the corner where I try to hide.
I want to sleep.
I cannot rest.
Im all alone.
Theres not hope for me.

True Words III

Panta Rei (It flows)

-Hero of Alexandria

True Words II

True words

I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgot their use.

-Galileo Galilei

Mas guapa que cualquiera

Y, aunque sé que no era  las más guapa del mundo... juro que era más guapa que cualquiera.

Rain

I love the rain.

I love how it sounds when it hits the plastic roof,or the distant thunders of a mild rain.
I love how ti changes everything.
Keeps everyone inside. And slow things down...

Man, I bet the rain must be one cool guy/girl.
A mellow dude just going everywhere and let it all flow.
Or perhaps a small girl, yeah a girl with curly hair, black hair, white pale skin, and some

big blue eyes.

I love the mood that rains puts me in.

Eleventy one!!!11

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GM's dont kill characters

Dragons, goblins, orc, half-orcs, quarter orcs, three-quarter orcs, obsessed alfar, dryads, packs of wolves, giant spiders, werewolves, killer rabbits, norse gods, carnivorous plants, mutant insects, wood nymphs, skeletons, zombies, vampires, really mean bears, sharks with legs, fire elementals, water elementals, air elementals, earth elementals, other elementals, yeti, mages with bad attitudes, animated dolls, animated weapons, animated rocking chairs, shadows, shades, ghasts, ghouls, gopher tuttles, basilisk, cockatrice, gorgons, mad cows, perytons, winter wolves, fire giants, frost giants, storm giants, gossamer, krakens, leprechauns, opera singers, disgruntled ex's, wyverns, gnolls, hobgoblins, horribly nasty traps, rocs, green slime, red slime, blue slime, rainbow slime, sewer gators, gut punching aliens, nightmares, lawyers, giant snakes, giant leeches, el chupacabra, owl bears, giant rats, kobolds, sandanistas, cowboys, indians, dire wolves, giant roosters, trolls, really mean brownies, selkie, night hags, seas hags, old hags, grotesquely mutilated worms, just about anything with the word "giant" in front of it, unicorns on a bad day, rakshasa, griffins, hippogriffs, besoch, hell hounds, djinni, guys with really pretentious names like Mordo the Black, Overmaster of the Universe, and other PCs...

KILL CHARACTERS!!

The House of M

...Some of us hold onto guilt and shame far too long. Theres a strange security in misery, its almost comfortable.
Taking the risk of moving on, that's terrifying. Applies to Erik, applies to me.

- Charles Xavier

Dile

I was driving on my car, changing stations on the radio since my fucking cd player is on its last moments, both productive and because im upgrading that SOB (thats a Son Of a Bitch if you dont know me) to a dvd box, but im missing the point here. As I said, I was changing stations on the radio when this god aweful song was being played, I mean, Don Omar's Dile, well I admit I have danced to the rythm of that song, hell, if girls wanna dance polka, be my guest, I'll dance polka if that gives me a chance to get a girl, but thats also not what im trying to say here. I started to put attention to the song and what it says, and starts with things like:

Dile que bailando te conocí
(Cuéntale)
Dile que esta noche me quieres ver
(Cuéntale)
Cuéntale que beso mejor que él
(Cuéntale)
Dile que esta noche tu me vas a ver
(Cuéntale)

Since I started to think on how good it feels when woman tells you that you are a better lover than her husband/boyfriend, I condone
such activities of infidelity but since im human I had my share of that in the past, and that song reminded me of that.
Damn it feels good that at least you are better lover than other poor bastard hahahaha.
Mean? Yes. Unfair? Totally. Fun as Hell?? FUCK YES!!! hahaha
Some might say that I wouldnt say that if someone did that to me, but I know im a good lover so I dont have to worry, so fuck you.
As a gift I leave you with this song, after listening to it I can relate to it, needless to say that its gonna be on my comp, I hate reageton (or whatever the fuck its writen), but hey, nothing has to completly suck in a genre, right?
E out.

P.S. Heres the rest of the song link

GTC


To all of those who read me, that'll be you Ateo and you Kender, maybe loco too, I got a job as an english teacher, in CETEC. Its funny yo cuz a lot of my friends have worked there, and now its my turn, in the words of my friend Holy, "Everybody has worked for CETEC in some time of their life".

Anyway, from now on im gonna be called, GTC, Great Teacher Cobos.

Illeagality

This is my post from this thread from Fark.com

You know, I really dont care for those ppl, and im mexican, I dont care if they get deported their asses to Tijuana or any other borders in Mexico or if they win whatever the hell they are fighting for.

Early in the thread I heard that those ppl should be complaining to the Mexican goverment instead of the US goverment. I couldnt agree more with that comment, mexican ppl should start complaning about the wellfare of Mexico, but having such a populist and demagogic goverment as we have, that instead of trying to find ways to make Mexico to be a better country, they are supporting our ppl to go to the US, unfarkingbeliveable!!!


I say fark them, if the US govt. wants to build a wall on the border of my country, I say, do it, build a second freaking great wall of china on the border.
If the US goverment wants to send all the mexicans, and of course by mexicans I mean the ppl from Mexico, (the other "mexicans" shoud go to their respective places) to their country, they should do it, its their piece of land and they are running it. The Mexican goverment MUST do something to improve our way of life,not supporting illeagal acts and ever worst promoting them. Its time to make hard choices.

There are ppl who try to make this land (mx) a better place to live, unfortunatelly there are more who try to make this place a better place for themselves.


Yeah, Im gonna be called a malinchista, fark you, you know im right...

OH YES!!

Two things that guides me

In no particular order:

  1. Its not enough to survive, one has to be worthy of surviving.
  2. You have to do the right thing, even if its not the best thing to do, its still the right thing to do.

And for that I would never have to say I'm sorry.
Seems like I always hurt you, for that I am sorry, for hurting you, but for my actions, never.

That god damned heroe complex

Are you happy now?
Yes I am, and I am proud of what I did. But it was not what I wanted, but still it was the right thing to do...
You're an ass.
I know, but a ass with principles. Oh god I need a drink...

Joggin and boobies

Ok, I know I haven't posted in like ages, I got no excuse for that, I'll try to do it more often, well some updates in my life: I'm getting up at 5am to go out joggin, and those of you who know me, know that I farking hate do any kind of exercise, but to be honest I'm kinda getting the hang of this, it does good to me and to be honest I need all the help I can get and if I'm not the one giving it, nobody will.
Hopefully next week Ill get a new job, but there's no sense to talk about it, Ill talk about it if I get it, ok, next move on.

Today's topic its boobies, I like boobies, and asses and legs, yeah, well that's it.

Holy shit, a year now??




I cant belive it, this blog is now, one year and 8 days, man how time flies when you have fun, I must thank Locorules, he inspired me to make this blog, El Ateo, now thats a good blog, keep on going bro, El Kender, since hes all into marital lifestyle, well he isnt posting that much, I hope to see more of his thoughts, I wanna thank Rianne, internet would be so boring without your chats, Mirai, who slowly, very slowly comes back, and Ksenya, I've been very lucky cuz I found you, actually we met around these days, didnt we?? One year already too!! Wow, time flies none the less...

Well as this post its suppose to be special, Ill write more than I usually do, this time about something very important, today after hearing my dad talk about the same thing as ateo's new post, wich is the indiference/apathy/ignorance/stupidity/etc, etc in the political field of our country, It made me realize how stupid we, the young adults, are its incredible, how little do we care about politics, ateo is right we he said that we dont belive in our politics anymore, but neither do we do someting about it, we let this people sodomize us, we let them get away with their shit, and we do absolutly nothing, they hide behind loop holes in the law, when they use the law of course.

And Ateo and I belive this...

E out.

Frases Celebres...


"Hay que ponernos de acuerdo para juntarnos en el messenger para ponernos de acuerdo para juntarnos para ponernos de acuerdo para ver lo del juego"

- Bernard Juarez The Third

A good advice




But 1st of all, let me say Merry Xmas and Happy New Year, and since this is the time of good deeds and stuff like that, I'm gonna give you a good advice, at least I think its good, its the best that I can say its my own advice, not others ppl advice that I just gonna write here, its my own and I must say it makes me feel good, so here it goes:

"Don't do illegal drugs, you don't know what the might put in them, do prescription drugs, the pharmaceutical companies spends millions of dollar to give us quality drugs"

There, I hope you like it and help you in your life.

E.

Who can resist this??

No beer, no smoke

Is that how my life is gonna be, I mean, I'm 24, I already got 6 months since I quit smoking, and now for my own health I have to restain too from alcohol, this sucks, this sucks big donkey dick.

Its not that I dont enjoy other things, I mean, I like art, I absolutely love music, and partying and many many other things, but I think if today I'm leaving that (cigarettes and alcohol) later Ill be force to stop eating sweets, wtf? The next the doctor is gonna have me feed by water and bread, I dont fscking think so, besides I love a good red wine or a wonderful Guinness beer, or my Midori splashes.

Being a healthy person sucks.

Now I know

Now I know why god exists, and its a man, it just hitted me, its because he made womens, yes thats it, and you wanna know why I make that statement, is so easy, they are the best thing in the world, they are beautiful, sweet, tender, fregile and strong at the same time, they can make you feel like everythings all right, they can make you feel like you can be a better person in any sense that it can be possible, they bring life to this world in other words, they got all the good features.
I'm not saying we are good for nothing pieces of crap, we ended up with the best part of the deal: We can see them all day and night. Nothing so amazing cant be a random act of the universe.

Turn on the TV maybe you'll see yourself on it tonight

M: Im tired of all the heroism and this poetic justice.

E: But you are worht fighting for, you are better than this.

M: No, you are. And Im tired of you reminding me it.

E: But...

M: No, lets not see eachother anymore, Im not asking you, I'm telling you...


And just less than 15 minutes I saw the same dialogue on Nip/Tuck and they say those things only happend on the TV, jesus farking christ...

You gotta feel like a million dollar baby

You gotta feel like a million dollar

THis is serious, Imagine you have been kidnaped and the kidnapers have told your family that they want one million dollar, do you think your family would pay that kind of money for your freedom?

No? Too bad, your family sucks you know.

Yes? Well, lets pretend that a lot of days passed, weeks even, you are in a cold room, in total darkness,even if there was light you were blindfolded, naked & tied up from wrist and ankles, you have been feed from left overs, youve been beaten, god only knows why you havent been raped, but it wouldnt surprise you, one day all of the sudden you are taken out from the room, you feel the warmness of the outside, it must be day cuz the sun is burning your skin lightly, they get you on car, you drive for who knows what time, then, the car stops and you are taken down from the car, you hear a voice saying "You have a nice family" before you are knocked out unconcious. You hear voices, far, far away, but they are becoming more and more closer, you open your eyes and you are on an ambulance with your mom and dad on your side crying both of them, thanking god and the saints for this miracle. The time passes you left the hospital, you are in perfect shape now, now you know what a million dollar feels like, if so:

Why dont you do something useful with yourself now? I mean, you are worth a million dollar now, right?

CARTOONS DEL PASADO: http://monitos.polo-sur.cl

Sweet farking baby jebus!! you have to check this page, if you were a kid in the 80's as I did, you are so gonna enjoy this page, as it says on the title its about cartoon from the past, specifically from the 70's and 80's, omg so many memories come back, most of them good.

The other day I remember me saying that todays cartoons werent for kids, but I was wrong, the cartoons from the 80's werent for kids, at all (at least the ones they showed in Mexico).

Lets start with Remi, that poor bastard was the unluckiest kid in the whole world, he was death incarnate, if you were around him for more than 5 minutes it was for sure that something bad was gonna happend to you and im not talking about something minor, Im talking about really serious shit, your mother died, your dog died, you got in an accident and became paraplegic or in the most cases you died, that kid was cursed Im telling you...

Candy Candy.

A mexican soap opera made by japanese people without knowing what mexican soap operas were. period.

La princesa de los mil años (The Queen of a Thousand Years)

WTF?? She was an alien that abducted people to work on his home planet? thats really fscked up man.

Mazinger Z.

Another Mecha anime that ruled the 80's amd and 99% of the male population who watched that anime always wanted to see the female robot to launch her missile boobies, the other 1% are lying.

Sandibell

Please refeer to Candy Candy but it was crappier.

Voltron

Both series, the ones with the cats and the other with the cars where about the same shit, a Mecha anime, it was good I had the voltron made of the robot cats, but nothing beats mazinger.

Robotech

Ok ok people, here is one of the biggest fans of Robotech evar, ok?? But im only fan of the 1st season, the other 2 were so-so, thus im gonna talk only about the 1st season, so here it goes:
I cannot say anything bad about robotech 1st season

Centella (Moonligth Mask)

A guy who drives a bike and kicks ass dressed like some kind of lawrance of arabia with a mask, nice. It somehow reminds me of the song Viva Satana from Babasonicos.

La Fuerza G (Battle of the Planets or G Force)

This ranks as one of my fave series of all time actually, its sotally from the 70's, its very good but it has some stuff that makes me laugh everytime I remember it, like for example, when Ace throwed his knife-boomerang, it always cut the necks of the soldiers of the bad guy, ok, so far so good, but the thing is that they were always in a straight line!! I mean, my god, theres a thing called duck!!! I also have a suggestion for the soldiers of the bad guy (I dont remember his name ok?) anyway, what im trying to say is that there is this thing called, shooting lessons, these poor idiots couldnt hit a thing even if it were in front of them, maybe because the had this evil looking mask, also, they all had the same hair cut, I mean every army has the same hair cut, but these guys had long hair, I guess it was this whole 70's thing.

Thats some of the cartoons I watched when I was a kid, well exept from Sandibell and Candy Candy, well some candy candy episodes, next post im gonna talk about the american cartoons I watched, so stay tuned, who am I kidding, nobody really read this exept for Ateo and Kender, so guys, talk to you later, geez..

En algun lado

Te veías hermosa ese día, tu larga y rubia cabellera contrastaba muy bien con esa gabardina de piel, aunque tus ropas eran todas negras tus ojos brillaban con un amarillo casi místico, siempre me han cautivado esos ojos, siempre mirándome, siempre atentos a lo que estaba haciendo en ese momento. Ambos caminábamos separados solamente por aquellos pilares en la bodega abandonada, gran maquinaria vieja era todo lo que había en ese lugar, solo polvo y maquinas que algún día fueron utilizadas para la elaboración de algo que ya de seguro no es necesario. Todo era tan lento en ese momento, no dijimos ni una palabra ese momento ya nos habíamos dicho todo con las miradas, el momento estaba cerca, era ahora o nunca, venganza al fin, muerte y odio era la energía que corría por nosotros, fije mi mirada en el frente, el portón estaba abierto no se veía nada por la luz del sol, pero sabíamos que del otro lado estaba nuestro destino, que no íbamos a dejar a nadie vivo, ninguno de ellos escaparía a nuestra venganza, no nos importaría si hubiera niños en ese lugar y las mujeres no serian exentas de nuestras balas, la muerte venia para todos ese día y nosotros dos éramos sus ejecutores. Nuestros pasos hacían eco en ese lugar tan amplio, vi que tu estabas desenfundando desert eagles, cromadas, hermosas, acababas de limpiarlas especialmente para este evento, eran como dos largas espadas de luz que acabarían con todo lo que pusiera en tu camino, yo traía mis AMD en mis manos desde hace mucho tiempo. Ya estábamos llegando al borde del portón cuando exclamaste un grito de horror que me helo la sangre instantáneamente, solo levantaste la mano y apuntaste hacia el frente, ahí estaba la casa, colina abajo, pero algo estaba mal, había humo y llamas saliendo de ese caserón, rápido saque mis binoculares y pude contemplar el horror, todo estaba hecho pedazos, había cuerpos regados por todas partes, volteo a verla preocupado por lo que había visto, sin decir nada salimos corriendo hacia la casa, no sabíamos que había pasado al llegar al muro de la casa, no se oía nada mas que las flamas de la casa en llamas, todos los carros aun estaban ahí, también saboteados, llantas cortadas, un olor fuerte a gasolina, la entrada al patio estaba abierta, la visión era horrenda y confirmaba todo lo que habíamos visto en los binoculares, cuerpos de todos los invitados regados nadie estaba vivo, alguien se nos había adelantado, había acabado con esos bastardos antes que nosotros, no podía creerlo, nadie vivo, nadie a quien preguntarle que paso, nos habían ganado, nos habían quitado nuestro momento de gloria, nuestras venganza se había acabado, el fin de esta pesadilla llego, pero no era nuestro final es que se había escrito, era el de alguien mas, solo escuche que dijiste "Se acabo" e inmediatamente después una descarga de tu arma y un cuerpo de se desplomo, cuando yo volteaba a verte vi que te desplomabas, tus lagrimas volaron de ti despacio, tus rubios cabellos estaban manchados con ese rojo oscuro, que hacia que te vieras sucia, tus ojos quedaron fijo al lado de una niña sin una pierna, yo no creía nada de lo que veía, no reaccione cuando te vi caer, solo camine como un muerto viviente por el lugar buscando a alguien que matar, tenia que matar a alguien, aunque sea a uno, quería disparar mi arma una sola vez, mi mente me jugaba trucos haciéndome ver sombras que se movían en mi reojo, pero no había nadie vivo, después me volví a topar con tu cuerpo tendido en el suelo, quise acompañarte pero no pude, tengo que cobrar mi venganza, ya no me importa que sean mafiosos, salgo de ahí me regreso a la bodega me subo en mi motocicleta y me dirijo al pueblo mas cercano, quiero mi venganza y la quiero ya, llego al pueblo, es un pueblo pequeño, hay misa en la iglesia del pueblo, ahí cobrare mi venganza, de todas formas Dios permitió que esto sucediera.

Job Hunt

I hate this job hunt thing, it sotally sucks, I mean, theres no job positions here, Im either over qualified or not qualified at all, and that just because I dont have any job experience, well, heres the news, HOW THE FUCK IM I GONNA GET JOB EXPERIENCE WHEN I DONT GET HIRED BY ANYONE?? I swear people that this is getting frustrating, I think that nearly all ads are for fucking security guards, who we all know the pay sucks and I honestly can do more than that...
Security guard, sweet farking christ...

No catchy title here

Sometimes when Im about to go to sleep, in those 5 to 10 minutes when Im slipping away into morpheous land I start having these great ideas for stories, too bad I always forget them, but what I dont forget is the feeling that they leave me, a feeling of doing things right, that those stories im telling to myself are worth writing it, but since im about to go to sleep I let it go.
Also, latetly I havent been able to remember my dreams, I wonder where do they go...

Eleven years ago...

A song was played on the radio a video was made and it was played on MTV, in the time when MTV was making money from music, not from everything else but that, that song was Basket Case and the group who played that song was none other than Green Day, a band from Berkley CA.

But that was eleven years ago and now they're one of the biggest bands, and thank god they are coming back cuz I think that rock was needing the big boys to come back, with bands like Audioslave and Green Day its a good sign that rock is comming back to the masses.


Note: I didnt want to talk about the band before basket case, this was just a random thought...

Who gives a fuck

Ok, I know its been a while since my last update, but honestly I wasnt in the mood for posting, a lot of things has happened to me and a lot more has happened to people I know and that its wort telling here, but since I dont give a a fuck about my posting, even though I said I would try to post at least every sunday, wednesday and friday, well again, I shall repeat, I DONT GIVE A FUCK, thank you very much...

All I got to say for today is, WE ARE MEN, WE DONT NEED TO DISSCUS OTHER PEOPLE PROBLEMS, GOD DAMN!!

I dont give a fuck who is going out with who, who fucks who or who doesnt, all I care is who I fuck, who I am gonna fuck, thank you very much again... geez.

Britney Spears has shoulders like a man, and I can say that and you'll laugh
cuz there's a puppet on my hand


Guilt...

Every time I look at your picture, all that comes to my mind is these words "dummy"
you silly dummy, I cant belive you are gone, I cant belive I can miss you so much, I wish, I had done things right at the time, not just at the very end, damn, If you ever read this, hell, I dont know, leave a msg, mail me, whatever, just, come back.

Buda rocks!!

On the Ateos Blog I found this test, im not a big fan of those quizzes and stuff like that, but this one its fun, and till a certain point I agree, I have always known that my beliefs goes a lot with those who follow the path of the buda, im not a buddhist or something like that, but I agree with those who practice Buddhism.



You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.

In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

Buddhism


96%

agnosticism


88%

Christianity


79%

Paganism


63%

Hinduism


54%

Satanism


50%

Islam


46%

Judaism


42%

atheism


21%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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Cliche in 3..2..1..

People sucks, humanity rules... God if I do belive in that, yes I know its such a big cliche, but come on, Im waiting for someone who can contradict me, yes please put your comments and tell me I'm wrong and not a personal experience, cuz eveyone of us have one of those contradictory experience, tell me a global experience.

/Todays word is EXPERIENCE
//I like slashes
///I'm giving FARK my 1st born child
////Slashes make me horny
/////Not really
//////Yes they do.

The last love song on this little planet

Bigger than the fear of death is the fear of life, have you ever felt your whole life coming at you at once?? In those moments death seems little, peaceful compared to the full force of life, I think of it as a personal tsunami, would you not be afraid of seeing a tsunami coming right at you?
Life force is great dont misunderstand me, but I think im in of those moments where you feel you have strayed out ver bad from the path you chosed.
Also I think that this writing is heavily influenced by Saikano very cool and sad anime, shows you how much we suck and the only thing good in humanity is love.

New research suggests people who think they have a "computer curse" could be sending out bad vibes that adversely effect electronics.

Here comes the science:

Technology - canada.com

I knew it!!! There had a scientific explanation to my "curse" Thank you Fark

I hope they soon find someting practical for this research, my dad havent ask me to do a job on the computer for him for a long time, so if I recall correctly the chance of a computer failure when dad asks me to do a job for him on the comp its pretty damn high, well at least now I know someone its working on a solution, thank you God for science...

At least

So, this is how it is?
Yes...
And I thought you were gonna let me finish my coffe before you told me that, is not that I didnt expect it, next time have some consideration, do you know how long it was since I have a cup of descent cappucinno??
...No, there will be no "next time".
Anyway, I guess this is good bye, huh?
Its was a long time ago, I told you, but you are just too persistent...
Fine, you know, and I really thought you and me..
Pfff, you and me...
Hey let me finish, I was gonna say...
I dont care what you say, I honestly dont know what I am doing here.
You are here because I called you, I want some answers thats the least I deserve, dont you think?
You dont deserve nothing from me.
So much hate in those words, but its ok, we passed trough that, anyway, this just became worse, my coffe doesnt taste the same now, next time...
There wont be a next time, I told you already.
Fine at least Ill have a cup of coffee to enjoy.