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Hoy la vi

Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.

Hoy la vi,
Y recordé la historia de un pedazo de mi vida
En que abrí
La primavera bruta de mis años al amor.

Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.

Junto a ti, mi futuro de sueños llené,
Logré identificar tu belleza y el mundo al revés;
Nos miraban de muy buena fe,
Nada cruel existía, si yo te veía, reía después.

Desperté la mañana en que no pudo ser
No sin antes jurar que si no era contigo, jamás,
Que esta herida me habría de matar,
Y heme aquí, ¡qué destino!,
Que ni el nombre tuyo pude recordar.

Hoy la vi,
Y tenía un rostro ajeno al que yo amaba;
El que dan
Unos años de no ser feliz.

A couple of words

This are some words I wrote long ago, one of them was selected for a contest, it even reached for the finals, which do you think it was??

Spell

Earth below me, summit to my will.
Stars upon me, summit to my dreams.
Heart within me, summit to my love.

Standing still with my eyes on the sky.
I know times are changeing.
I can feel it in the breeze.

Listening to my heart.
Listening to my dreams.
Embracing the light the future will bring.

No one can stop me now.
Because my heart is full of light.
And my dreams, full of love.


Walk

Closing my eyes.
And feeling the sun.
I can hear your voice again.
I can feel a warm feeling inside of me.
I feel preace.
I feel calm.
And for a sudden moment, I feel you.
Now I open my eyes.
And go out.

The void

Walking on this road to the void.
Feeling the sun through the leaves of the trees.
I can finally see who I am.
Thou is too late, the void is near.
I'm far from redemption.
Maybe someday I will rise again.
And maybe I will you again, and I wont let you go this time.
But meanwhile I'm in the void.

II

All is dark now.
The room is quiet, so damn quiet.
And im afraid.
Afraid that someone opens the door and sees me.
I cannot let anyone see me.
I'm cold.
I'm scared.
In the corner where I try to hide.
I want to sleep.
I cannot rest.
Im all alone.
Theres not hope for me.

True Words III

Panta Rei (It flows)

-Hero of Alexandria

True Words II

True words

I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgot their use.

-Galileo Galilei

Mas guapa que cualquiera

Y, aunque sé que no era  las más guapa del mundo... juro que era más guapa que cualquiera.

Rain

I love the rain.

I love how it sounds when it hits the plastic roof,or the distant thunders of a mild rain.
I love how ti changes everything.
Keeps everyone inside. And slow things down...

Man, I bet the rain must be one cool guy/girl.
A mellow dude just going everywhere and let it all flow.
Or perhaps a small girl, yeah a girl with curly hair, black hair, white pale skin, and some

big blue eyes.

I love the mood that rains puts me in.

Eleventy one!!!11

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GM's dont kill characters

Dragons, goblins, orc, half-orcs, quarter orcs, three-quarter orcs, obsessed alfar, dryads, packs of wolves, giant spiders, werewolves, killer rabbits, norse gods, carnivorous plants, mutant insects, wood nymphs, skeletons, zombies, vampires, really mean bears, sharks with legs, fire elementals, water elementals, air elementals, earth elementals, other elementals, yeti, mages with bad attitudes, animated dolls, animated weapons, animated rocking chairs, shadows, shades, ghasts, ghouls, gopher tuttles, basilisk, cockatrice, gorgons, mad cows, perytons, winter wolves, fire giants, frost giants, storm giants, gossamer, krakens, leprechauns, opera singers, disgruntled ex's, wyverns, gnolls, hobgoblins, horribly nasty traps, rocs, green slime, red slime, blue slime, rainbow slime, sewer gators, gut punching aliens, nightmares, lawyers, giant snakes, giant leeches, el chupacabra, owl bears, giant rats, kobolds, sandanistas, cowboys, indians, dire wolves, giant roosters, trolls, really mean brownies, selkie, night hags, seas hags, old hags, grotesquely mutilated worms, just about anything with the word "giant" in front of it, unicorns on a bad day, rakshasa, griffins, hippogriffs, besoch, hell hounds, djinni, guys with really pretentious names like Mordo the Black, Overmaster of the Universe, and other PCs...

KILL CHARACTERS!!

The House of M

...Some of us hold onto guilt and shame far too long. Theres a strange security in misery, its almost comfortable.
Taking the risk of moving on, that's terrifying. Applies to Erik, applies to me.

- Charles Xavier

Dile

I was driving on my car, changing stations on the radio since my fucking cd player is on its last moments, both productive and because im upgrading that SOB (thats a Son Of a Bitch if you dont know me) to a dvd box, but im missing the point here. As I said, I was changing stations on the radio when this god aweful song was being played, I mean, Don Omar's Dile, well I admit I have danced to the rythm of that song, hell, if girls wanna dance polka, be my guest, I'll dance polka if that gives me a chance to get a girl, but thats also not what im trying to say here. I started to put attention to the song and what it says, and starts with things like:

Dile que bailando te conocí
(Cuéntale)
Dile que esta noche me quieres ver
(Cuéntale)
Cuéntale que beso mejor que él
(Cuéntale)
Dile que esta noche tu me vas a ver
(Cuéntale)

Since I started to think on how good it feels when woman tells you that you are a better lover than her husband/boyfriend, I condone
such activities of infidelity but since im human I had my share of that in the past, and that song reminded me of that.
Damn it feels good that at least you are better lover than other poor bastard hahahaha.
Mean? Yes. Unfair? Totally. Fun as Hell?? FUCK YES!!! hahaha
Some might say that I wouldnt say that if someone did that to me, but I know im a good lover so I dont have to worry, so fuck you.
As a gift I leave you with this song, after listening to it I can relate to it, needless to say that its gonna be on my comp, I hate reageton (or whatever the fuck its writen), but hey, nothing has to completly suck in a genre, right?
E out.

P.S. Heres the rest of the song link

GTC


To all of those who read me, that'll be you Ateo and you Kender, maybe loco too, I got a job as an english teacher, in CETEC. Its funny yo cuz a lot of my friends have worked there, and now its my turn, in the words of my friend Holy, "Everybody has worked for CETEC in some time of their life".

Anyway, from now on im gonna be called, GTC, Great Teacher Cobos.

Illeagality

This is my post from this thread from Fark.com

You know, I really dont care for those ppl, and im mexican, I dont care if they get deported their asses to Tijuana or any other borders in Mexico or if they win whatever the hell they are fighting for.

Early in the thread I heard that those ppl should be complaining to the Mexican goverment instead of the US goverment. I couldnt agree more with that comment, mexican ppl should start complaning about the wellfare of Mexico, but having such a populist and demagogic goverment as we have, that instead of trying to find ways to make Mexico to be a better country, they are supporting our ppl to go to the US, unfarkingbeliveable!!!


I say fark them, if the US govt. wants to build a wall on the border of my country, I say, do it, build a second freaking great wall of china on the border.
If the US goverment wants to send all the mexicans, and of course by mexicans I mean the ppl from Mexico, (the other "mexicans" shoud go to their respective places) to their country, they should do it, its their piece of land and they are running it. The Mexican goverment MUST do something to improve our way of life,not supporting illeagal acts and ever worst promoting them. Its time to make hard choices.

There are ppl who try to make this land (mx) a better place to live, unfortunatelly there are more who try to make this place a better place for themselves.


Yeah, Im gonna be called a malinchista, fark you, you know im right...

OH YES!!

Two things that guides me

In no particular order:

  1. Its not enough to survive, one has to be worthy of surviving.
  2. You have to do the right thing, even if its not the best thing to do, its still the right thing to do.

And for that I would never have to say I'm sorry.
Seems like I always hurt you, for that I am sorry, for hurting you, but for my actions, never.

That god damned heroe complex

Are you happy now?
Yes I am, and I am proud of what I did. But it was not what I wanted, but still it was the right thing to do...
You're an ass.
I know, but a ass with principles. Oh god I need a drink...

Joggin and boobies

Ok, I know I haven't posted in like ages, I got no excuse for that, I'll try to do it more often, well some updates in my life: I'm getting up at 5am to go out joggin, and those of you who know me, know that I farking hate do any kind of exercise, but to be honest I'm kinda getting the hang of this, it does good to me and to be honest I need all the help I can get and if I'm not the one giving it, nobody will.
Hopefully next week Ill get a new job, but there's no sense to talk about it, Ill talk about it if I get it, ok, next move on.

Today's topic its boobies, I like boobies, and asses and legs, yeah, well that's it.

Holy shit, a year now??




I cant belive it, this blog is now, one year and 8 days, man how time flies when you have fun, I must thank Locorules, he inspired me to make this blog, El Ateo, now thats a good blog, keep on going bro, El Kender, since hes all into marital lifestyle, well he isnt posting that much, I hope to see more of his thoughts, I wanna thank Rianne, internet would be so boring without your chats, Mirai, who slowly, very slowly comes back, and Ksenya, I've been very lucky cuz I found you, actually we met around these days, didnt we?? One year already too!! Wow, time flies none the less...

Well as this post its suppose to be special, Ill write more than I usually do, this time about something very important, today after hearing my dad talk about the same thing as ateo's new post, wich is the indiference/apathy/ignorance/stupidity/etc, etc in the political field of our country, It made me realize how stupid we, the young adults, are its incredible, how little do we care about politics, ateo is right we he said that we dont belive in our politics anymore, but neither do we do someting about it, we let this people sodomize us, we let them get away with their shit, and we do absolutly nothing, they hide behind loop holes in the law, when they use the law of course.

And Ateo and I belive this...

E out.

Frases Celebres...


"Hay que ponernos de acuerdo para juntarnos en el messenger para ponernos de acuerdo para juntarnos para ponernos de acuerdo para ver lo del juego"

- Bernard Juarez The Third