BLUE MEMORIES
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It had to be me...

It had to be me, I think I'm such a control freak, whenever that if I feel that something is just a little out of the reach of my hand (wich is very limited), I totally freak out, (ok loco, I admit it, Im an obsesive compulsive). I swear I wont do it again, I usually trust people blindly and its something that it even makes me proud, I think that one of the key things that this fscking world need is trust, trust in each other, and today I failed, I guess this world its getting on to me, it wont happend again, thats for sure...

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I just miss you

I cant belive how much you can miss someone that less than a month ago, I didnt even realized that existed that person, its silly but I miss you, I felt sad when I didnt see your email today, I sooo much want to hear from you, I guess I just miss you real bad... You've done something to me, some kind of spell a beautiful spell.

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People Please, Thats All You Could Come Up WIth??

First of all before writing anything a big kiss for my baby Ksyushenka, Мой милый ангел, Ты такая восхитительная, Ты такая милая.

Ok, browsing the other day on malfriends.com I saw a person from a country I've never heard of, this country is Seychelles and went out on a information hunt about that country wich I found, so far so good, but when I saw the flag of the country I couldnt hold myself and laugh so hard that my jaw and my stomach ached so bad for a while, I couldnt belive that THAT was in fact a flag, looks more like a logo for a clothes detergent, that why I ask if that was the best they could do??

Picture this, two people walking on the beach:

A: "Mon, what the hell am I going to do? I have to come up with this flag Idea and so far I got nothing"
B:"Dont look at me mon, hey whats that?"
A:"Looks like a bag of old detergent"
A: *Looks carefully for a while, then it smiles*

The next thing we know, voila!!! They got a flag!!!


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Come on people!!!
Thats not a flag, thats a fscking detergent logo!!!

E out.



Sadness

Walking on this side of the road makes me wonder if this path is what I want to follow. The winds of change are not blowing anymore, I want to sore the sky with those winds underneath me and search the world for love, the purest one.

There's not a single day I don't think about you and what you might be doing.


Is me, the one you smiled upon once, long ago, come back and never go again.

I'm cannot take it anymore I feel like I'm frozen in time, help me out, or stop my mind as well, because hell is nothing compared with this.

The winds of change are not blowing anymore
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I'll Stay

Now that I've had a long talk with the pillow, strangely the pillow talked back at me, *shrugs* Ive decided to keep the e***** account, Its easier to leave things instead of forgeting them, I wont do that I'll stay and rebuild it, like before, even better.

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So full of hate

Oh my god, I cant believe it happened, my first email account, which unfortunately was on Hotmail,was completely deleted.
November 11 of 1997 was the date it was created, from that moment on my life on the net started, I managed to had only the most important emails and now its gone, I swear that now I truly hate Microsoft with all my heart as he has taken a piece of mine, thank you very fucking much Hotmail Team.
I'm going to close the hotmail account, it doesn't have a point to keep it on, I wont return to see an empty space on an even emptier net.
That was just so wrong.


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Fictional Champions

What do Rocky Balboa and the Eagles have in common? Both are fictional champions from Philadelphia. Patriots 24 Eagles 21

Well my friends history is repeating itself the New England Patriots are champions again, I know I'm not a big fan of the football scene, actually not a big fan of any sport, but when it comes to finals I always have to be there to watch them ;).

You know I decided to make this blog entirely in English, sorry guys, but most of you can speak it, face it, besides I don't know why I can write more easily on English than Spanish, I guess I might be afraid to write with the clarity of a 5 year old on my native language, it scares the living crap out of me.

Talking about fictional champions, the Cobos Bowl 2005 was a complete failure, I had to come down with the flu 2 days before the SB, nicely planned, I applaud myself. So I spent here my whole weekend in front of the computer just letting the time and the virus passing away, good lord, and now that I'm feeling better I'm feeling the anxiety of not being able to go out on the weekend I guess now I know why I feel like ranting like a raving lunatic.

A big hug to my friend ksyushenka not only one of the sweetest girl I have ever met but also my valentine for this year вы самыми вы самые лучшие и красивый. ты самая лучшая и красивая (correct version, thx ksyushenka, every word there, pure truth)

And also I want to send my best vibes to my friend Ana who is feeling a lil blue today, hey girl, don't be like that, your cousin its ok, I'm sorry about your friend, but life goes on, like you said, you have to be strong for him, you go girl and give them all the love and warmth of your big big heart, you know Ill be here for you, my best wishes Ana.

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Super Bowl Super Party

Bueno, ahora vuelvo con otro rant pero ahora en español, para avisar del evento deportivo mas importante de football americano, el superbowl, bueno ya se que la mayoria ya sabe eso, el verdadero evento nuevo, es que quiero que nos jun temos en mi casa para verlo, of course en la tele de 56", donde mas?? Habra barril y botanas :D nos estasmo viendo, bye

E out.